There is a hole in the roof
I can see the drips that have splattered on blue plastic
I can see the hole that the rain forced up like a corkscrew
Pressure built until the audible sound of rupture
Rang in my ears
The sound of the water falling is everywhere
I can hear it on the top of the garbage
it slides off of the metal exterior and down the sides to the ground
Until a puddle has formed around it
Sinking slowly into the dirt
I can relate
being surrounded by water
drowning alone
I know how the dirt feels
on the soles of my bare feet
How moist the dirt is around my toes and how the cold water feels
that is up around my sides now
It won't be long until it topples over me and I'll be gone
Monday, July 3, 2017
In 485 days 16 hours and 11 minutes
Love makes me sick
Not like vomiting throwing up
Sick like i get mad
Love makes me crazy sick mad lunatic
All I want is love
I want it in my veins
In my brain
In my thinking and all I do
I cannot do anything but think of her
Love makes me out of my mind
I need it like air to breathe and water to stay wet
I wake up and think of the pages I'd write for my muse
Love makes me sick
I'm in addicts anonymous for love
it is something I just don't do
It costs too much for me to give
it requires my body and soul to segregate themselves
Screaming howling at the moon at the stars
thinking of all the romantic things I loathe
Abhorring them now
when I have no love
Clean and sober for over a year
I haven't touched the stuff in 485 days and 16 hours and 11 minutes
Not like vomiting throwing up
Sick like i get mad
Love makes me crazy sick mad lunatic
All I want is love
I want it in my veins
In my brain
In my thinking and all I do
I cannot do anything but think of her
Love makes me out of my mind
I need it like air to breathe and water to stay wet
I wake up and think of the pages I'd write for my muse
Love makes me sick
I'm in addicts anonymous for love
it is something I just don't do
It costs too much for me to give
it requires my body and soul to segregate themselves
Screaming howling at the moon at the stars
thinking of all the romantic things I loathe
Abhorring them now
when I have no love
Clean and sober for over a year
I haven't touched the stuff in 485 days and 16 hours and 11 minutes
Our bones are but the lines dawdling the universe
Our bones are but
the lines dawdling the universe
a malleable mold of stars
from which we grow
as fragmented pieces of the source
of all that we see
We the stars
who glimmer and shine and exceed the threshold of being
by life in all that we do
The love we have in the eyes of the kismet
of two stars linking up again
The heartache we endure in the loss of our parting again
A violent bloody separation it is
In the adventures we take
in life on top the mountain high
The perils we encountered and overcame
In all that we are
we shine and glimmer
like beacons calling the universe to come back together again
We are the stars of the universe
Each of us shine and glimmer and excite in a myriad of light
as we illuminate the sky with our life
Whether lived with veracious tenacity or not
We all
are but the vain lines dawdling the whole universe
a blank mold of stars
the lines dawdling the universe
a malleable mold of stars
from which we grow
as fragmented pieces of the source
of all that we see
We the stars
who glimmer and shine and exceed the threshold of being
by life in all that we do
The love we have in the eyes of the kismet
of two stars linking up again
The heartache we endure in the loss of our parting again
A violent bloody separation it is
In the adventures we take
in life on top the mountain high
The perils we encountered and overcame
In all that we are
we shine and glimmer
like beacons calling the universe to come back together again
We are the stars of the universe
Each of us shine and glimmer and excite in a myriad of light
as we illuminate the sky with our life
Whether lived with veracious tenacity or not
We all
are but the vain lines dawdling the whole universe
a blank mold of stars
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
People just leave me be
Don't be like a bee
whizzing around my neck
I swing and tell you to shoo
before I swat you dead
These bee people swarm me and think they know
what it means to be me
They think that have the right to tell me how it is
Even if they are weak like small things to me
I could crush with the heel of my vans and hear them crunch and squirm to fading silence
It would be messy and your gooey guts would be spread out on the floor
So I endue your bee buzzing and goings on until
I can walk away from your ugly company
The kind of ugly
that feigns of death
Its stuck on the place
I must leave it to stink someone else
Else I'd die from their insufferable
whizzing and leaving going
Too stupid to see the door
I kill them anyways for be such and abhorrent bore
People just leave me be
Don't be like a bee
whizzing around my neck
I swing and tell you to shoo
before I swat you dead
These bee people swarm me and think they know
what it means to be me
They think that have the right to tell me how it is
Even if they are weak like small things to me
I could crush with the heel of my vans and hear them crunch and squirm to fading silence
It would be messy and your gooey guts would be spread out on the floor
So I endue your bee buzzing and goings on until
I can walk away from your ugly company
The kind of ugly
that feigns of death
Its stuck on the place
I must leave it to stink someone else
Else I'd die from their insufferable
whizzing and leaving going
Too stupid to see the door
I kill them anyways for be such and abhorrent bore
I like the quiet
I like the quiet
I like the quiet and calm
The still particles that can be stationary on the sound
Riding each wave to a standstill
I like quiet
The things we so in the dark and tranquil waters of the night
Holding the ones we look into at the evening and the ones we dream of and
wake up to when we make the form of a waking body
A moving body of particles and cells that break from their slumber
The rising of the sun from its nap beyond the clouds
I like the quiet
Do you know why?
Do you know the loud earth shattering tones of the voices that creep and crawl in
the waking hours of my mind's lengthy corridors
The steps they make in the marble
make echoing resonations
bouncing from wall to wall
ceiling to ceiling
They always yammer on this and that
Blood curdling screams
come out from the shadows
to cease the never ending beckoning
I cannot suffer through their illusions and the thoughts they conjure
like witches in my mind
The twisting and contortions made from their potions and cauldrons
that are holding the most viscous solutions
Veracious creatures captured in the much
and you can see their form as they
struggle and tussle
to break free
I like the quiet for the witches are still and their creatures slumber
Deep in the depth of the dream
I like quiet
I like the quiet and calm
The still particles that can be stationary on the sound
Riding each wave to a standstill
I like quiet
The things we so in the dark and tranquil waters of the night
Holding the ones we look into at the evening and the ones we dream of and
wake up to when we make the form of a waking body
A moving body of particles and cells that break from their slumber
The rising of the sun from its nap beyond the clouds
I like the quiet
Do you know why?
Do you know the loud earth shattering tones of the voices that creep and crawl in
the waking hours of my mind's lengthy corridors
The steps they make in the marble
make echoing resonations
bouncing from wall to wall
ceiling to ceiling
They always yammer on this and that
Blood curdling screams
come out from the shadows
to cease the never ending beckoning
I cannot suffer through their illusions and the thoughts they conjure
like witches in my mind
The twisting and contortions made from their potions and cauldrons
that are holding the most viscous solutions
Veracious creatures captured in the much
and you can see their form as they
struggle and tussle
to break free
I like the quiet for the witches are still and their creatures slumber
Deep in the depth of the dream
I like quiet
Sunday, July 2, 2017
Great beyond any measure one can think of
There is something transcendent about love
that makes the soul whole again and puts me at peace and wings can grow
spread wide and glisten white in the glow and warmth of the light
and takes me back to my home
in the sky close as one can get to the heavens
There is something terribly evil about the world
that corrupts the wings of a pure soul and forces it to reveal
its clay feet
grounded in sorrow forever
stuck like concrete shoes
still forming its shape
I only know of the evil that destroy's the Angels of men
and the goddesses of women in their place comes a man with clay feet
a woman who once was supreme to only retain her beauty that causes
the once Angles now men to lust for her
To possess her beauty as a trophy
and to worship hr as once was the role of men
To worship her imperfections as an artist does with a muse
that is what makes her beautiful and great beyond any measure
one can think of
that makes the soul whole again and puts me at peace and wings can grow
spread wide and glisten white in the glow and warmth of the light
and takes me back to my home
in the sky close as one can get to the heavens
There is something terribly evil about the world
that corrupts the wings of a pure soul and forces it to reveal
its clay feet
grounded in sorrow forever
stuck like concrete shoes
still forming its shape
I only know of the evil that destroy's the Angels of men
and the goddesses of women in their place comes a man with clay feet
a woman who once was supreme to only retain her beauty that causes
the once Angles now men to lust for her
To possess her beauty as a trophy
and to worship hr as once was the role of men
To worship her imperfections as an artist does with a muse
that is what makes her beautiful and great beyond any measure
one can think of
Wet on the concrete
It is so cold
out on the concrete today and it is raining a torrential storm
that won't stop forcing the homeless and down trotted to the water front
where they can shiver on cold and wet pathways that the rich and well to do
run on and pass by
them with their snooty noses
barely can see down their noses
they are so large
just up into the city center
all the tall banks and big buildings
where the affluent pour out of
natural grocery stores and artisan coffee shops
and the cold and wet sit on the concrete
watching and holding resentment
in their loins
It is the only thing that keeps us warm as we see these people gripe and moan about heavy grocery bags and wet socks
and at night
when they get to go to their warm homes
we the people
get to be cold and wet on the concrete
out on the concrete today and it is raining a torrential storm
that won't stop forcing the homeless and down trotted to the water front
where they can shiver on cold and wet pathways that the rich and well to do
run on and pass by
them with their snooty noses
barely can see down their noses
they are so large
just up into the city center
all the tall banks and big buildings
where the affluent pour out of
natural grocery stores and artisan coffee shops
and the cold and wet sit on the concrete
watching and holding resentment
in their loins
It is the only thing that keeps us warm as we see these people gripe and moan about heavy grocery bags and wet socks
and at night
when they get to go to their warm homes
we the people
get to be cold and wet on the concrete
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