To my sister

I find myself speechless with unmoved blockage in the entrance to my words

For the stupid things I say and will say

For me apologizing is something that cannot measure penance for my sins

I shall try to find a way

So you know how special you are to me

The intelligence you rein encompassed dry arid deserts engulfed in your fury that once held green grassy pastures

The humor donned on your head

A gift of armor against the sores from yesterday and to come

I know the deed has been done long since past

Crept inside your beautiful soul

Corrupting inside and to the outside

I know not what they do

But loving you is something I can persist throughout time

To never falter nor quit nor waver in times of the merry battles of wit we share

I will always love you with or without your permission