Find found

I find myself more than ever without purpose

Without a push or a shove in the right direction

I do not want school only that it may allow me footing

I do not want stability only it would alleviate emotions

I do not want a career because when would I get on that ol’ road

I do not want to be on that road all my life

Like a prisoner on either side seeing the way each other step in the grass and concrete

I wish to be free to my own sins and volitions

Whether they are yours or not

Right or wrong

They are mine to learn from

They are mine to trifle with and come out scathed or unscathed

I wish to see the fate of cold winters bring lovers together once more

I do not wish to save this world

She had died and let her control that if anything

All of which who sit upon her, let me bring a happy day to them

Let me bring a smile to a beautiful woman

Let me write unfettered

Let me speak uninterrupted

Let me live on this with others who are mad and merry

Let mary find me in the depths of my soul a pair is coming towards me

Let me lost and in the chaos find found