I wonder

I wonder if she is smiling red

I wonder if she is laughing with others having a great day

I wonder if she is wearing something for me to grab on to when I kiss her

I wonder if she gets caught texting me and blushing

I wonder if I were there would she be affectionate and colorful

Will she drag me from here to there when she takes me to parties in the desert

I wonder when she is in bed at night

She is wearing clothes or is nude

I wonder when I join her

If it will matter either way

I wonder

I wonder

Until I can longer think

If she thinks of me like I think