Mending a fence

Building a fence

On this day more than ever I am baffled by my loss into the depths

These mazes we run through in the dark and amazingly we come out the other end unscathed

Not I

These twists and turns have got me facing 4 walls of uncertainty

Unsure which holds happiness and love for me

Which holds freedom

Which holds anything at all

I am tirelessly exhausted by the stockpiling in my mind at the barriers of my conscious reality

All of it and no of it is happening at once

It is like building a fence while someone kicks over what you just did

With no progression at all

Trying to fix a fence while it is crippled at the same time