How do I find the words

I come here pleading to you

For the words recurring for the things I feel

The enunciable words for my feelings

I do not know what to say

How do I find the words for love?

How do I find words for love!!

The beating in my chest so loud it would be as if I was hooked up to the TV

The ways in which she pulls me in from a far

I have not met but speaking with her adds years back to my life

The pictures I have seen of you

I want to meet the girl behind the pixels in the screen and match her with you

I cannot find a way to say the feelings uprooted in my soul

I do not know how to put this into dialogue

How do I find words for this thing

The scratching gnawing at my chamber door

That is a sound unhindered by time and with its everlasting

I am given no reprieve of her

How do you find words for this

As a moment like this I have seen many a time

I have tried and attempted to do so